Monday, March 14, 2011

Bye bye

I don't know. Suddenly I just miss them.

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

Yup. Nope, not all in that list. Just grandma and grandpas.

I remember the way they smile. It's like the happiest thing on earth. How their eye would wrinkle when they do. Almost not able to see their eyes when they smile. I miss them. I remember the times when they were still strong and healthy.

They loved, they helped, they spoiled. I can name all of the things that they did, and honestly, not a single one that I don't miss. How she used to let the house door open all day. How he used to like to keep birds in cages. How he loved cycling. In the end they had difficult hearing. But it didn't stop them from trying. We did. They tried to hear us, but eventually we went, oh well, they can't really hear us. Let's not force it. Bad grandchild. Bad bad grandchild.

Shit. I really should stop here. Emotions. Sigh.