And I said hello
I don't know why you say goodbye
I say hello
Hello 2010! I know this might be a little early. But I've been too busy to even post anything simple. Yup, old age is catching. Like what the gang said, when you start liking fatty meats, you are growing old.
Life has not been 100% kind to me. Yes, I'm a happy man, but still with lotsa things in my mind. Money seems to be the main priority here, cause I'm living at my prime time, but I'm not doing super well. Right now, there's just not enough money for anything and everything. I am a poor working person. That is sad.
This year, 2010, is definitely with ups and downs. Life for me is no longer about leveling up in some random MMORPG, it's about everything else. I'm still coping. Time management is a mess. I don't have time for friends, and my family, which I regret. I don't know how to solve this. If I just don't have enough time, I just don't. Weeks that I don't even sleep 7 hours a day, I work 13 days in a row, I'm happy enough I don't fall sick. I do hope that people don't expect me to have all the time in the world. The fact is I don't even have time for myself. Sigh... Sometimes I just think that I should just ignore everything else and free my mind for a little. That, should be my new year's resolution. I don't know if I can do it.
And yes, some friends would think I have changed. Which I can't deny, cause moving forward is about changing. If you don't change, you can't move forward. I can't say all changes are good, but I do hope it's for better future. Sorry to my friends that I've neglected. I just hope that I won't turn out to be like one of my ex USM mate. That would be really really sad.
Family of course, there's nothing much I can do. From dedicating most of my time to them, I have reduced to taking my house as a hotel. All I do everyday is to go home, bathe, eat, then go out, and go home sleep. Weekends? Even worse, it's almost impossible to see me at home before 12 midnight. And I leave my house before 12 noon. I know I used to complain about William. Why is he always not around? Wake up and go out till midnight when everyone is asleep? How to even tell him anything? If there is any interaction, it can only be done by using a handphone. I know how I used to hate that. Just, I can't believe I'm doing it now too. Hello Pottie William, I'm Kettle Wilson... SWT!
New year's resolution, I'll manage my time carefully, and yes, spending at least a little time at home.
Work? I wish I'm getting richer, but I'm not. Please drop some money from the sky, God!
And yes, this post consists of my 2010 final post, and also my 2011 new year's resolution. Because I don't have time to write two posts, I'm taking opportunity of my holiday/leave to write this post. I do hope my next post will not be on my replacement holiday, or midnights when I'm being an insomniac. But blogging is about inspiration. If I wanna write, but I can't write, it'll all be gone in seconds. And yes, it explains the countable posts nowadays.
Signing off from my almost dying blog. Happy New Year people, may all of you grow healthier, taller and wealthier.
